Walking with my Head Down. June 15, 2009
Posted by satanifiedenthu in Ripple, parallel existence.Tags: change, God, life, nature, think, walk
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Walking alone with an infinite thought process in the mind, and eyes closed, is one of my favorite and a very promising habit. Whenever I feel the need, I switch to this mode. It makes you feel closer to nature, yourself and to the world. You can hear sounds of nature then.
With my head down, eyes closed, I accept the life. The life as it has been.
It sometime feels so helpless, as with my head down, I am not able to change, to question anything happening around. But at the same time it gives the feeling of independence, a non caring attitude towards the world that I am not responsible for whatever is happening around. I am not the one answerable for all this, this has happened since it was destined to be so, no me or I in that.
I came here for a change, so I don’t think it’s bad to be what I came here for, to observe a change taking place, or to be the change?
And I continue walking with my head down…
Amen.
Satanicenthu.
A Walk to Remember. March 18, 2009
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Walking with someone you admire, someone you appreciate, someone you like, someone you love is like you can feel all the stars in the sky with you. The sound of footsteps is so clear, so prominent that you can feel its synchronization with the heart beat. The time seems to pass by as though a jet vroom cross the air.
Walking along as though you are listening to everything she says, you are in your own dreams, laughing silently within. Praying that this time never ends, Oh’ Lord, stop the time as if I can feel the fly’s wing flapping. Seeing the sky above, eyes dazzled due to lighted sky. The rain drops falling on your eyes, you feel the purity of water. How clear is the whisper in the wind. Jumping and touching both your legs in air. Moving your hands with the wind without her knowing. Looking into her eyes, unable to believe that this is happening. Suddenly everything seems so nice; we are able to understand the beauty of the world.
Thanking Lord, for what a feeling has he made. With arms wide open praying that may this time lasts till eternity. Everything is so blurred yet so clear. Questioning your divine soul about the truth of the situation. Crying for what we call boundless expectations or rather endless satisfaction. You are looking at a beautiful world which one could have never imagined, never thought of. So pure, so genuine, so real!
A moment which would be history by now. Feeling nostalgia for a world that I have never known. A walk to remember, forever…
Amen.
Satanicenthu !
