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The Darkness. September 8, 2009

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It happens sometimes that we wait; we wait because someone will be there when we leave. Wait in order to be replaced by someone else? Why can’t both of us be there together? Why is it that I had to leave when you will be there? We do need to spend some common time. Some very fruitful time, enrich our life with this time.

Whose fault is it? Is it that the lively colors cannot come along with the blindness? Or is it that chaos leaves peacefully for the tranquility to settle? We do not believe in the full moon till we haven’t seen the dark side of it. Call it the vicious circle of universe, but someone has to sacrifice for the other somebody to exist.

I keep the doors open, happily and readily for the anti of me to come and replace me. So it means that emptiness waits for you to break it. Dreams are seen just to be wakened up by someone in between? Silence recognizes itself when supersonic sound breaks it? Should silence not be allowed to spend some time with its counter part sound? Would loneliness never want to meet someone? Won’t it not require someone to share its wisdom earned after so many years of hardships?

Confused by the paranoid situations occurring in front of me, I sometimes ask myself; does corresponding thoughts intersect?

If light has reached somewhere, then it does imply that darkness would have been there long before we think light reached. So should I admit that it is darkness due to which we are acknowledging the importance of light in our life?

Feel lucky enough to have spend some common time together. Pretty lucky !

Amen.

Waiting for Someone. March 29, 2009

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One fine night, when I was sitting alone on the road, I saw the street light posts in a perfect straight line. All of them giving some wonderful piece of orange dim light which has a beautiful quality of allowing the time to be framed corresponding to your mood. Sooner or later I realized the importance of spending some time alone, waiting for it to happen, someone to come. I could feel my strangled thoughts going round about between the lamp posts, over the lake, occasionally making a whoosh sound and allowing me to concentrate on what free thinking is. Sometimes I feel the need of my eyes being a camera which can capture these moments for me, without even me knowing about it.

The prickly cold air, the diminishing sense of trueness, it makes me realizes the path between the heart and the mind. Frequently it happens that we are not able to feel the situation. Waiting and waiting I see my life flashing in front of my eyes. Sometimes I count to three thinking that this would end, but it just doesn’t seem so. I love this way of life when we know it just can’t be like this, but we still appreciate if it happens. May God just do it! A miracle is what we wait for sometimes.

I see the air making way through the grainy road, and I just hit the road too hard with my hand, believing that it might make a difference to the present situation, but it just doesn’t. There is something in the twinkling of stars that we can’t see, about the way they wait, standing alone in the sky. And I am still waiting thinking that When I want something, the whole of the universe conspires in helping me to achieve it…

And then I reach the situation when I have started liking this act of waiting. May God stops time here so that if I haven’t got what I have been waiting for, at least I still haven’t lost it. And I like this, the wait for someone, though I would love if it happens someday.