I am a tubelight.

mmmm….i think we can consider a idealistic behaviour to be that of a tubelight….

not because to lit up it takes around a sec. i mean more thana bulb…but because..

it gives light, it makes thing visible to you.it allows you to do different work when you need it,such a nobel work.

so dedicated, never die attitude, i mean could be switched on for hours continously, it doesn’t loose hope, it don’t get frustrated…

but then also it gets lits of whenever you wanted, it tells you everything about her, about life, how to discover living….and then also we lit it off whenever we want to keep a secret…..

be a tubelight when u tell ur everything to all, but it won’t ask you to tell secrets to her…..be patient, give light and let others live in your light….

brigh bright light…..

satanicenthu !

who shall win??

everyday is a great day till you think it is one…so was this one.met a person for just 8 hrs, was with him all the time, talked for only 20 min or so, he told me a secret.

he had someone whom he think he loved, waited for a long time to confirm it, and then started. they talked, they laughed, they cried together, till one day girls’s father discovered it. Her mother didin’t had any problem but her father had with this relationship. ( this was the 3rd yr after it all begun). he gave up evrything according to his father, he even got a life time award in the form of two scars one on his face and other on his shoulder (this was when the girl’s uncle hit the guy). he stopped talking to girls for the sake of her father’s promise. But her mother kept contact with him and he believed in their relationship. Finally it was after 2 years that they were allowed to meet in front of girl’s mother. It was after 2 years that they will meet, they will talk , they will cry, they will curse the time !!

this was the day he waited for 6 yrs.

and he was with me, my friends…..doing his work, completing his responcibilty, he missed that once in a lifetime opportunity of meeting his loved one for the sake of the work he was doing…he was suh a strong man, he helped us, saved us a number of time today on our good but dangerous trip..his eyes were not wet, but shined…but i cried…

if someone could wait for 6 yrs for something to happen, for which he was always trying hard…..who am i who cries when i don’t get something i ve been trying so hard for….

such a looser…

satanicenthu!