The Light Mistress. September 2, 2009
Posted by satanifiedenthu in People, Ripple.Tags: hope, life, light, mind
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Walking in the sun, body drenched in the sweat, I saw a little, cute girl in her school uniform. She was holding an umbrella in order to be protected from the mighty sunshine. No tint of breeze, it was all glittering yellow, bright yellow. Then on the road in front of me was her, and in front of her was cloud’s shadow. A big grey colored spot, like an oasis in the desert. I try to follow her, in order to get the shade of the cloud.
I kept praying to God to hold that beautiful, grey colored form of the hope in this glaring sunlight. And so I followed that little girl or the Light mistress as I thought her to be, as she was the one leading that ‘hope’. I tried to quicken my steps in order to reach there, but it just carried along with her.
And then I realized, she was taking away my ‘hope’, the goodness in the life, the nurturing part of the nature. I was annoyed not to be able to catch up with her, unsatisfied with all my efforts, I keep losing my trust. Finally I decided to stop and watch my integrity break. I sat under the dazzling sun, thinking what had just happened.
She was the light mistress, how could she take away the light from me? Instead I realized, she was taking away the easiness, the readiness of everything from my life. The word was misinterpreted, the ‘hope’ was to remain with me, and thus I looked the situation through the filled part of the glass. She took away the darkness, left me with undying light, power to realize, controlled patience. Light mistress, you lead me to light.
Amen.
Letters to the Soul. August 24, 2009
Posted by satanifiedenthu in parallel existence.Tags: forgiveness, hope, loyalty, mind, revenge, soul
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Oh Dear Loyalty,
As a result of your trustworthy, efficient and honest service for this stained, impure soul, we found you as the deserving candidate for the act called “Revenge”. Thus, we ask you to accept this as token of appreciation for the valuable help you provided during these crisis time. Though we are aware of the consequences that occur when this word is misinterpreted, we expect you to find its true meaning and execute this act.
To give just an idea, ‘revenge’ is the phenomenon which is expected to happen once anyone has realized the presence of injustice in and around him. (the argumentative part of the soul)
I expect you to understand the privilege of this ‘revenge’.
Best regards,
Your Soul.
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My Dear Respected Soul and Master,
We will soon be reaching a state of war, please light the fire within. The pure feeling of undying loyalty, yours truly, understand the deep meaning of the two commonly yet effective words leading to mercy; ‘forgiveness’ and ‘hope’.
It’s not that you are asking for ‘revenge’, instead just the lack of right words at the right time.
Yours faithfully
Loyalty.
Amen !
Don’t die so soon… August 14, 2009
Posted by satanifiedenthu in parallel existence.Tags: death, dream, hope, life, peace, thoughts
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In my mind, or should I say the so called Grey matter, there exists some unidentified thoughts which often trouble me. They question me, force me to change the perspective of everything I am looking at. My each and every action is sometimes governed by some unique quanta of free energy, which it takes me to a situation of virtual high.
I can’t live like this. Sometimes I see my peace flying away in front of me. Finding peace in you is one satisfaction, to see it escaping away in front of your closed eyes is another. You are satisfied to death, that at least you saw it.
When I am fast asleep, in the warm, comfortable armor of dreams, similar thoughts traverse them. Trying to kill my dreams. Death is painless they say, patterns of butterflies pass by, waiting for me to decode them. Why are you still alive is what they will ask me next time I dream.
Drop it, and it shall bounce back some day. I believe in the four letter word ‘hope’, since its with me forever. It looks like it’s the other side of coin called life, one of which is dream. Life is bright it says. And I hate people who interrupt it. My thoughts tell me I live life unwillingly, just for the sake of existing, I tell them its still noon; please don’t die so soon. I need you for my survival.
Amen.
