Letters to my Soul. Again. October 14, 2009
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Dear Arpit,
It’s been over 20 years now, and you have been well acknowledging my presence as well as importance in your life. It’s been very well known that you are nothing without me; people will consider you a paranormal (as some still say) without me. You have got machinery, a mechanism by means of which you can react, think, and carry yourself in the form of me. I “hope” (yes one of your much hyped words) that you consider this as a strict warning.
Do not forget at any stage that I can make you feel so much depressed, retarded that you will consider dying as a better option than to live. You are, because you have me !
Now follow me carefully, follow me attentively, without reasoning ( anyways you can’t reason without me ) to whatever I say. I want you to follow me, consider my appetite for your decision making. Please understand, I would never ask anything bad for you. I want you to stop following your heart ! stop listening to him, especially when I am in command. Believe me, its for your better !
It’s a humble request, kindly follow me, or else be ready to face the consequences.
Yours sincerely,
Mind.
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Dear Arpit,
You often would have felt the presence of someone who is always with you. I am the one who beats for you (though I know I get the orders from someone else) , but I selflessly belongs to you.
The sometime beautiful and sometime dreadful feeling, the anxiety you feel most of the time, the shivering, the panic, the chaos within, it’s all because you possess me. All that apart, you admire “nature”( another hyped word for you) because of me. I am the one who tells you to run in the rain, to appreciate the beauty of a butterfly.
Most importantly I am the humble creator of your very own heartbeat, the sound that you love when you run, when you work. Yes, it’s the sound you love to hear when you are alone !
Now, please consider my prayer, listen to me always. I am the one responsible for your existence; I give you the emotions you always want to feel, and I always give what you want, trust me.
Yours only,
Heart.
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My soul thought. Oh no, I mean felt! No I mean it can’t do both of these without the mind and the heart. So I suppose my soul contained these within me. I have a mind that can think, think really well if I allow him to do so. A heart, which know what I want, which gives me all type of feelings I desire.
I just have to listen to my mind or heart when they are right. Basically we are at the same place where we all started. I love my mind and my heart !
Amen.
Satanicenthu !
A Journey with Light. September 10, 2009
Posted by satanifiedenthu in Fictitious, parallel existence.Tags: darkness, fly, God, light, think
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As children we all have a very strong desire to fly, I too had a dream to fly. To fly high, fast and open. Many times I have dreams of flying, which shows my strong wish for flying. One day someone agreed to take me along with her to fly. And that was none other than light.
Light asked me before hand if I had any fear of speed, people or objects. As she prepared me for the journey with her, she was convinced that she isn’t doing any mistake. As I tried to keep my cool, excitement grew and nervousness flapped its wings and went away. Actually everything seems to be flying!
Surrendering to the light, I lay barefoot on the medium she provided. I was surprised to see such an affectionate, kind and concerned attitude of light. She cared a lot about people, lives, world and the universe. We traveled miles and miles in a straight line, through the space, reflected at the beautiful lakes, glaring bright we offered innumerable beautiful scenes. We entered the trees, reflecting only the green part of ours, we were absorbed fully by the shade, intensified by the shining peaks, entered the eyes, interpreted by the small cones and rods. We discovered a whole new world of loneliness and isolation existing in the entire natural phenomenon.
Then I asked light a simple question. Do you ever feel satisfied with all these mighty qualities and Godly significance you have?
Light replied in a very polite manner
People are still unaware that there is one very beautiful creature in this world, which is much faster than me and reaches everywhere before I can. And even more fascinating thing about her is that she is so fast that I haven’t met her till now.
Light smiled and left before I could thank her.
Amen.
Walking with my Head Down. June 15, 2009
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Walking alone with an infinite thought process in the mind, and eyes closed, is one of my favorite and a very promising habit. Whenever I feel the need, I switch to this mode. It makes you feel closer to nature, yourself and to the world. You can hear sounds of nature then.
With my head down, eyes closed, I accept the life. The life as it has been.
It sometime feels so helpless, as with my head down, I am not able to change, to question anything happening around. But at the same time it gives the feeling of independence, a non caring attitude towards the world that I am not responsible for whatever is happening around. I am not the one answerable for all this, this has happened since it was destined to be so, no me or I in that.
I came here for a change, so I don’t think it’s bad to be what I came here for, to observe a change taking place, or to be the change?
And I continue walking with my head down…
Amen.
Satanicenthu.
The Ground level. April 2, 2009
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This is absolute ground level. This has got to be the base, the foundation. This has to be the purest part of the whole thing. I am touching the region, which is handling the whole world. Yes, I am at the ground level.
We can view things as we want. We sometimes own the world, or rather we don’t care who owns the world. At ground level, you hold the world. You can see every truth, every belief on which this world stands. I am lying on the grass, the cold, soft, beautiful green grass touching my check. Eyes open, I see the stars through that green grass. I can hear me breathing, the silhouette of grass against the whole world. Yes, I am at the ground level.
Feel yourself at a point when everything you see is above you, so complicated, so sophisticated. Put your ear against the ground, hear the nature. Its clean, without any stain, its pure, its so simple and so clean. Absolutely spotless. Considering myself so lucky that everything is above me, I don’t have to care about what my present situation is, current scenario is so peaceful. Do not have to care what others think. Yes, I am at the ground level.
Sometimes we should not listen to what these sounds in the world are for, what these creature crave for, just leave God to think on its own. Just feel the beauty. Yes, I am at the ground level !.
Amen.
Waiting for Someone. March 29, 2009
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One fine night, when I was sitting alone on the road, I saw the street light posts in a perfect straight line. All of them giving some wonderful piece of orange dim light which has a beautiful quality of allowing the time to be framed corresponding to your mood. Sooner or later I realized the importance of spending some time alone, waiting for it to happen, someone to come. I could feel my strangled thoughts going round about between the lamp posts, over the lake, occasionally making a whoosh sound and allowing me to concentrate on what free thinking is. Sometimes I feel the need of my eyes being a camera which can capture these moments for me, without even me knowing about it.
The prickly cold air, the diminishing sense of trueness, it makes me realizes the path between the heart and the mind. Frequently it happens that we are not able to feel the situation. Waiting and waiting I see my life flashing in front of my eyes. Sometimes I count to three thinking that this would end, but it just doesn’t seem so. I love this way of life when we know it just can’t be like this, but we still appreciate if it happens. May God just do it! A miracle is what we wait for sometimes.
I see the air making way through the grainy road, and I just hit the road too hard with my hand, believing that it might make a difference to the present situation, but it just doesn’t. There is something in the twinkling of stars that we can’t see, about the way they wait, standing alone in the sky. And I am still waiting thinking that When I want something, the whole of the universe conspires in helping me to achieve it…
And then I reach the situation when I have started liking this act of waiting. May God stops time here so that if I haven’t got what I have been waiting for, at least I still haven’t lost it. And I like this, the wait for someone, though I would love if it happens someday.
A Walk to Remember. March 18, 2009
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Walking with someone you admire, someone you appreciate, someone you like, someone you love is like you can feel all the stars in the sky with you. The sound of footsteps is so clear, so prominent that you can feel its synchronization with the heart beat. The time seems to pass by as though a jet vroom cross the air.
Walking along as though you are listening to everything she says, you are in your own dreams, laughing silently within. Praying that this time never ends, Oh’ Lord, stop the time as if I can feel the fly’s wing flapping. Seeing the sky above, eyes dazzled due to lighted sky. The rain drops falling on your eyes, you feel the purity of water. How clear is the whisper in the wind. Jumping and touching both your legs in air. Moving your hands with the wind without her knowing. Looking into her eyes, unable to believe that this is happening. Suddenly everything seems so nice; we are able to understand the beauty of the world.
Thanking Lord, for what a feeling has he made. With arms wide open praying that may this time lasts till eternity. Everything is so blurred yet so clear. Questioning your divine soul about the truth of the situation. Crying for what we call boundless expectations or rather endless satisfaction. You are looking at a beautiful world which one could have never imagined, never thought of. So pure, so genuine, so real!
A moment which would be history by now. Feeling nostalgia for a world that I have never known. A walk to remember, forever…
Amen.
Satanicenthu !
Amen October 28, 2008
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Amen : The word Amen ( ; آمين, ’Āmīn ; “So be it; truly”) is a declaration of affirmation found in the Hebrew Bible and New Testament. Its use in Judaism dates back to its earliest texts. It has been generally adopted in Christian worship as a concluding formula for prayers and hymns.
Dear Lord,
May my dreams come true, Amen.
Please don’t make me dream so much, Amen.
Make my thinking boundless, imagination infinite, Amen.
Please make me think less, Amen.
May I help everybody, Amen.
Please help me, Amen.
Lord change the myself in me, Amen.
Please make me see myself, Amen.
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Dear Arpit,
What do you want? ohh fanatic.
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Dear Lord,
Grant me some peace, a little of a pure peace, mixed with a lot of satisfaction, Amen.
Lord, if you can reply me, then why not other people cannot feel you, listen to you, read you. I want to see myself, Amen.
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I got it, so should you, Amen.
Why is it always me? July 17, 2008
Posted by satanifiedenthu in People, Ripple.Tags: God, luck, murphy
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Every now and then we question ourselve, our dear ones, our imaginary-virtual creature (whom we call God) that why is it always me?? Why does everything we don’t want to happen, happens to us? I mean, “Whatever can go wrong will go wrong, and at the worst possible time, in the worst possible way”-Murphy’s law. But this is not true, infact it is a totally selfish quote, written just to satisfy our failures, and give a bit of confidence to our soul.
Read this story and you will get to know why I am saying this.
When God made this world, the creatures, the nature, the everything, then to account everything in the case of humans he needed a database. So what he did, he gave everybody a roll number, similar to what we get in our colleges.Thus the database that God had consisted of roll numbers and the names. One sweet day being a hypothetical, imaginary, virtual creature himself he acidentally committed a mistake, he lost the databse which contained the names of the humans, thus what was left was the one with the roll numbers. If we pay some attention the current population of humans is about 6.68 billions, thus a roll number to be distinct would consist of about 15 digits. Thus the God himself was not able to remember the names of so many people in the world, and could not remember anybody by his/her name.
And that is the reason why God could not be partial even if he wanted to be.
and like Albert Einstein ,“I am convinced that He (God) does not play dice.”
This is a work of a great thinking by one of my Guru.
Satanicenthu!
