What? November 20, 2009
Posted by satanifiedenthu in Fictitious, parallel existence.Tags: dreams, me, questions, random, thoughts
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Yes, this refers to the frequently asked questions. Questions! That haunts our mind. Questions! for which we always seek answers. More questions as we try to answer the previously questioned questions. And we enter a fractal type loop, with the same complexity and nature at each level we enter. Curiosity undefined.
Questions please us, they hurt us as well. Random questions, long asked questions, painful questions, happy questions each with their own importance. Difficult to classify them on the basis of happiness, emotions, feeling or willingness to ask them, it’s better if we give them a “effect quotient”. As the name suggests this may be the question evaluation based on the effect it has on our mind, heart. Thoughts to be precise!
What song do you hear? What colors do you see? What revolves around your head? What am I? Why me? Why this time? . . ? . . . ? . . . .? . . . . .?
NO END!
And the questions are infinite, like an ever extending d.n.a. structure in which you are moving on a strand, twisting and rotating!
The final question that comes to me after this piece of unimportant information would be why all these questions? Is it the voice of my broken dreams, or my unending quest for finding myself? And I keep questioning myself.
Amen!
A Walk to Remember. March 18, 2009
Posted by satanifiedenthu in Ripple.Tags: dreams, God, Lord, remember, walk
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Walking with someone you admire, someone you appreciate, someone you like, someone you love is like you can feel all the stars in the sky with you. The sound of footsteps is so clear, so prominent that you can feel its synchronization with the heart beat. The time seems to pass by as though a jet vroom cross the air.
Walking along as though you are listening to everything she says, you are in your own dreams, laughing silently within. Praying that this time never ends, Oh’ Lord, stop the time as if I can feel the fly’s wing flapping. Seeing the sky above, eyes dazzled due to lighted sky. The rain drops falling on your eyes, you feel the purity of water. How clear is the whisper in the wind. Jumping and touching both your legs in air. Moving your hands with the wind without her knowing. Looking into her eyes, unable to believe that this is happening. Suddenly everything seems so nice; we are able to understand the beauty of the world.
Thanking Lord, for what a feeling has he made. With arms wide open praying that may this time lasts till eternity. Everything is so blurred yet so clear. Questioning your divine soul about the truth of the situation. Crying for what we call boundless expectations or rather endless satisfaction. You are looking at a beautiful world which one could have never imagined, never thought of. So pure, so genuine, so real!
A moment which would be history by now. Feeling nostalgia for a world that I have never known. A walk to remember, forever…
Amen.
Satanicenthu !
