The Reality. November 11, 2009
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I believe in hope. I believe in change. I believe in butterfly effect. I want to think fantasy, want to stay away from the present untruth world, and keep my own castle in the sky, a world full of my thoughts. A dream world, according to me, made by me!
I often see people trying to stay close to reality. This may be because they find the transition from a dream world to a real world as problematic. Or they just don’t want to see themselves in the world they always desire. What is the real problem with just thinking what you want, or thinking literally anything? I believe that it won’t change the reality much, but will for sure make it a better place to live!
Birds swimming, fish flying, four legged laughing buildings, cycles speaking, a cup of coffee with someone at Mt. Everest. What’s wrong with you flying with the action of your hand? Zooming in and out with a blink of your eye, and whoosh you got teleported to wherever you want. Walking on the water, riding on the air, flowing with sound. Quietly smiling within when all others looking surprisingly at you.
Everyone is free to catch its own butterfly with her mind, you just need to open your eyes, and it shall fly! It’s dynamic, existing for only a small time. But definitely gives us happiness.
Yes, this was in fact written for you, to make you feel that the dream world is not that bad after all. There is nothing wrong in thinking what you always want to be, considering yourself as the owner of your own mind, own world. At least I hope so. Forever.
Amen.
The Light Mistress. September 2, 2009
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Walking in the sun, body drenched in the sweat, I saw a little, cute girl in her school uniform. She was holding an umbrella in order to be protected from the mighty sunshine. No tint of breeze, it was all glittering yellow, bright yellow. Then on the road in front of me was her, and in front of her was cloud’s shadow. A big grey colored spot, like an oasis in the desert. I try to follow her, in order to get the shade of the cloud.
I kept praying to God to hold that beautiful, grey colored form of the hope in this glaring sunlight. And so I followed that little girl or the Light mistress as I thought her to be, as she was the one leading that ‘hope’. I tried to quicken my steps in order to reach there, but it just carried along with her.
And then I realized, she was taking away my ‘hope’, the goodness in the life, the nurturing part of the nature. I was annoyed not to be able to catch up with her, unsatisfied with all my efforts, I keep losing my trust. Finally I decided to stop and watch my integrity break. I sat under the dazzling sun, thinking what had just happened.
She was the light mistress, how could she take away the light from me? Instead I realized, she was taking away the easiness, the readiness of everything from my life. The word was misinterpreted, the ‘hope’ was to remain with me, and thus I looked the situation through the filled part of the glass. She took away the darkness, left me with undying light, power to realize, controlled patience. Light mistress, you lead me to light.
Amen.
We, the People. August 31, 2009
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I met wind one day, she taught me how to stay quite and listen to everything happening. She taught me to be everywhere unnoticed. To hear each and every voice of nature. Learn the invisible way of life. World always acknowledge the power of such a clean, pure and transparent mode of functionality present in life.
We, the people are merely butterflies fluttering in the spotless, fresh ocean of this clear medium people call air. When it flows we call it wind, and then we challenge our thin, velvety, colorful and naked wings to overcome this storm in our lives. Fluttering for just a small unit of time, utmost a day, we think its lifetime. Living in our small, puny role which we think has been pre allotted to us, before we came into existence. Even if the nature demands of us to trigger a change, called by some as the butterfly effect we do not believe in that small probability. We believe in the word evolution. Where everything changes gradually, in accordance with our least suppressed needs, we do change but at a rate that is no where corresponding to what we require that time. Being satisfied with what is present is a real quality of existing lives in earth, except butterflies and of course humans. Is broadening the line of sight necessary to expand the live-the-life method?
There is nothing called an ‘end’ to what we need, just a mere virtual happiness.
We have to believe in ourselves, we have been on a receiving end of a beautiful, unexpected, mysterious and known to all transition. The transition of a lifetime; from a caterpillar to a butterfly. We have done it previously, just need to acknowledge it. We the butterflies know how to live by the change, for the change. Beautiful, innocent and simple creatures, turned into a total disaster, a tragedy for both the world and themselves.
Each of us has a perspective, which changes every moment.
The wind also told me that you have to be quite in order to maintain the balance, you have to be blowing hard to maintain the equilibrium. Thus, exist with each other, in harmony.
The wind still blows, the rain still falls. Grass grows tall, and the time ticks. We change, the world changes, just a matter of understanding.
Amen.
I Gaze. July 2, 2009
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Every night in the sky, I see the stars twinkling and the clouds maneuvering. This is like a silent world full of soundless and wrinkle free space. It’s like a butterfly you can’t take your eyes away from. People say that once someone dies, it represents a star in this beautiful sky. I love to believe in this, just because it seems such a pure thought, you can obey that this is true, since you want it to be!
One fine day, I saw a women sitting near a grave, but more importantly she was not crying or looking sad. There were no tears in her eyes, but there was this shine, the shine that we miss in our daily life, we forget the meaning of this shine, the twinkle that make our face so living! I believed that she had a reason to this shine; she was appearing as though she was laughing silently, in her mind. Might be remembering a worthy reason to live, so meaningful to sit at such a place and going through an always aspired feeling for peace. She was remembering some of the calmest moments in her life, and yet ready for what we call a very tainted, roaring other world.
It was like a silence filled, random and purified butterfly ride.
Even if it flaps its wings, there is only one small probability of a tornado somewhere. But this was what we consider diversity, the women sitting at a grave, was so quite, it appeared like there is a butterfly flying in one part of her mind, and a tornado on the other. And she gazed with a shine in her eyes like she wants the time to stop.
The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen. May 28, 2009
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It has been around three years of college life, living in a so called “dream” land, where most of the people come to achieve there dreams. While some of the minority including me come just to dream.
It has been quite a wonderland experience for me to be here, Yeah! The dreamland! But apart from the astonishing beauty of the place, what leads me to write this is an absolutely different level of people I have met here. The people whom I think were surprisingly diverse in nature, qualities and aura that surrounded them were more or less under the same shadow. The shadow of utter independence, freedom and dream to DREAM!
Yeah, I am talking about some of the most elegant people I met in my college life till now- my beloved seniors. They were definitely a different league of people, extraordinary in every sense, and as now they have left us abandoned after three years of extensive and exclusive training, mentorship, development programs I feel quite alone, more or less like a child, who is adapted to look for someone for help, but eventually finds no one. I don’t know exactly what I will do now, who will I seek now, it’s just as though a good amount of oxygen has been removed from the atmosphere, we can still live, but with an unusual level of uneasiness existing with us wherever we go.
On a memorable note it’s more like we all have a bit of Mnemophobia ( fear of memories) but then it is we ourselves who have to overcome this, and accepts this for a better place to live in.
Amen!
Satanicenthu.
We Care… August 24, 2008
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over 1,000 students, one initiative. We Care.
She sat there everyday. And he’d gifted a rupee to her bowl daily, for as long as he could remember. Yet the lens-man never saw even a flicker of a smile on her time-ravaged face, save for the one day when he’d pointed his camera at her, and told her that she’d be on the papers the day after.
No one could have surpassed her glee…
Joy is not what we have, it is how we give. A few words, a gentle smile, an ear lent, or simply a hug; often, these can light up a person’s life in ways that a million dollars can’t possibly. And whoever said that you need to be extravagant in compassion? Hence, we embark on this journey, which we’d like to call We Care, because, we genuinely do. Whence IITGians walk the halls of fame, is it not our duty to lend to the world, our support, no matter how modest, so as to spread a smile or two?
Not a boast, not a blab, and not in the least a selfish endeavour . This is IITG reaching out, for all those that feel deprived.
An orphan needs not a flashy toy,
He longs for a kiss, for care.
The aged need not solitude,
They wish someone be there.
Aids won’t heal if they’re alone,
A pence wont buy a severed leg.
Don’t leave a man in agony bare,
Imagine, if ’twas you there.
Success is hollow, if we can’t do as little as spread love.
For more details check out http://www.techniche.in/Wecare/default.php
Do check the problem statement.
Satanicenthu!
Why is it always me? July 17, 2008
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Every now and then we question ourselve, our dear ones, our imaginary-virtual creature (whom we call God) that why is it always me?? Why does everything we don’t want to happen, happens to us? I mean, “Whatever can go wrong will go wrong, and at the worst possible time, in the worst possible way”-Murphy’s law. But this is not true, infact it is a totally selfish quote, written just to satisfy our failures, and give a bit of confidence to our soul.
Read this story and you will get to know why I am saying this.
When God made this world, the creatures, the nature, the everything, then to account everything in the case of humans he needed a database. So what he did, he gave everybody a roll number, similar to what we get in our colleges.Thus the database that God had consisted of roll numbers and the names. One sweet day being a hypothetical, imaginary, virtual creature himself he acidentally committed a mistake, he lost the databse which contained the names of the humans, thus what was left was the one with the roll numbers. If we pay some attention the current population of humans is about 6.68 billions, thus a roll number to be distinct would consist of about 15 digits. Thus the God himself was not able to remember the names of so many people in the world, and could not remember anybody by his/her name.
And that is the reason why God could not be partial even if he wanted to be.
and like Albert Einstein ,“I am convinced that He (God) does not play dice.”
This is a work of a great thinking by one of my Guru.
Satanicenthu!
The 5th Semester Resolutions: July 1, 2008
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Resolution: the act of resolving or determining upon an action or course of action, method, procedure, etc.
I hope you are clear with this word which has a ritual in our life to be taken at the start of something new (mostly) or something you want to change.
here are some of my dearest friends with their new academic year resolutions. To give some background we are IITG students, hopefully 3rd year now…rest you can see…
Jain (Abhishek Jain,201)
I will try to sleep no less than 112 hrs a week and will still be able to manage the newest soaps and movies, in other words i will try to learn and implement what i’ve learn uptill now about time management.I’ll also show the world that its not too difficult to plan about 10 trips and complete about 4 trips in the most horrible sem of ece btech.
Battu (Anshul Batwara,207)
I will try to reduce my weight first of all, and i have not to stop giving fundes, they are my asset, how can i betray them, i’ll play tennis, go swimming,go jogging with arpit,thakur,saurav………ohh i think i forgot some names, then i ve to work for techniche, i ‘ll make it large at its 10th birthday, and as always, i ve to machao again this sem in acads, and i will also try to talk to someone….
Jhola (Arpit Gupta,208 )
I ve to work, I ve to play, I ve to change….ohh my God…is it too much of “I”?.Kher leave it…I have to dream, I ve to roam, I ve to read…I ve to plan and give new ideas…bakar bakar bakar…..
Divyanshu(Divyanshu Bansal,design)
I ve to be the one, that will make kapili proud again, I ve to break the rules as usual, and yeah plan trips with jain (his partner) and all of us.I ve to become a bit fair in colour as well as in rules,also thinking of waxing,i will design something which has not been done so, and keep designing….designing…designing…ohh yeah…i ve to talk to my friends (girls) around the India from udaipur, and yeah…i ve to laugh and do anything for my friends…
Guddi (Mohit Jalan, MnC)
i will try not to cry any more, I will promote the culture of lobby cricket into the new blood of IITG, also i ve to support battu and my partner Moya for techniche, I ve to play both volley and cricket and show them that i can be in both them teams at the same time, i will aim towards my aim of 7 digit package, aur…i ve to know ki log raat mein kyun nahi sote?? also i ve to have some fun when people make me drink for free….
Mundeja (Saurav Mundeja, Mech)
i will try to play tennis, i will try to have a good time with hopefully all of us, I will study also a little bit with sanjay and not annoying him, I will try not to laugh at what battu, ahuja,nikunj speak, at least in front of them…
Nepali( Prabhat Agwarwal,Civil)
I am no more a supporter of Nepali- India comflict, I wil try to complete my dream of bringing train to Nepal ( i even worked on it during summer) I will also try to improve my bowling and forget what happened in the inter last yr, i will also make kapili proud some day, i will also arraneg another cycle race along with arpit, shrey and battu, and i will also plan atleast 3 trips to nepal and 4 along with jain,divyanshu arpit…..all of us…atlast civil rocks.
Niks (Nikunj Khandelwal, Design)
I swear to God i will not waste the time design gave me in sleeping, and talking. I will bring even more this year for my friends to eat, I will improve my cricketing skills and impress everybody, I will also do a less chatting
Ahuja( Sanjay Ahuja. C.S.)
I will study more this time to get my lost 9 ptr cap,also i will not allow people to know that i talk to many people, I will also try my hand on lobby cricket, i will also teach mundeja , and will try to know more abt my computer as all of u know that my branch is C.S., ……and also i swear not to pull anyone out of my room , no matter how much they irritate me,and not to laugh on my own jokes.
Bhaggu(Bhagawat Rawat, Chem)
First of all i promise that i will kill battu for whatever he has done (slaps), i will not drink too much, i will help techncihe reach new heights, i will not talk to much people now, i will help my mobile to get drain even fast, i will swim, and i will anchor, and i will also not be busy too much.
Thakur(Ashish Thakur, C.S.)
I will not any one let know that place where i go during my exam times, i will not shave my hair any more, i will not speak the bad words in my own accent, also i will help everyone.
Shrey (Shrey Sultania, Civil)
I will run even faster this sem, i will also watch soaps, and read as much as i can. I would not allow anyone to make fun of me anymore, also i will not take cultural hss anymore, and i will also try to improve my way of standing, walking…..
Arunav(Arunav Das, Chem)
i will play football, make evrybody play football, i will also make kapili win again in interhostel, i will even try to put up more difficult english in my blog, i will wake arpit,ganesh,venkat for another yr, i will also shave my head once more, i will not talk wioth people from bhuvaneshwar especially if its int he train….Inter is ours..
Gunny(Ganesh Iyer, Design)
I will not let my quality of zeher,khattapan,venom decrease in the blood of IITGians, I will sing more, play even more, design even even more…..man…i will also allow venkat to sleep, arpit to dream, arunav to play as they are my lobby mate.also i will keep desiging ,writing,singing…
Venki(Venkat, Design)
I will try to look even more sophisticated to people, i will increase the level of complexty in myself, i will play even better footy, write even better, voilining at its best, also i will let others know this time that i do something secretly in my room, and not cut my hair…
Jaggi(Jasmeet Jaggi, C.S.)
I will finsih d.c. matter fastest,I will sleep more, also i will make the record of most attended classes by myself, also play football for arunav and arpit. i will also send my bullet for servicing, also i will not harass any more new comer.
Pranay( Pranay Karnany, C.S.)
I will read more books, increase my typing speed as well as reading speed, i also have to roam all over northeast alone, i will also be less frustrated now, i will also change my orkut about me with more frequency and at last i will serve people by downloading more and more stuff they want !!
Begum(Mohd.Akhtar,Chem)
i will not cut my hair anymore, i will learn more and more games even faster, i will not leave weightlifting, i will tell everything to my dad now, also i will try to improve new comers along with delta and rahul, i will be the best model of manthan this time beating the 2 time champion.
Paaji (Karandeep Singh, ECE)
I will look more analytical, more complex. i will take EDC to new height , i will also have some fun, i will play some tennis also, i will not others know how much i study.
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the list is long..
PS:All this is based on personal trueness, friendship, and is purely factual…No offense to anyone…we all live for each other, our first religion is faith, second is trust and third is fun…
Satanicenthu !
The 3 wishes… June 26, 2008
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As we can think, we do something for happiness, either ours or someone else’s. Lets see what this almighty word literally means:
happy : 1)delighted, pleased, or glad, as over a particular thing:
2)characterized by or indicative of pleasure, contentment, or joy:
This is a very confusing word which has been given a very diversifying meaning by a virtual, hypothetical creature (in whom I strongly believe) called God. This means differently to different people. The importance of this word lies in the deeds that people can do to achieve this self defined state. Yes! i consider it as a self defined state because happiness is very unbalanced, customized word for each individual.
Also a point to be noted is that happiness or being happy is not a constant or a achievable state, but most of the cases is always forcing us to achieve this, I mean more and more effort, more and more needs, more and more parameters attached to this state of happiness…
Thus one of the most easy looking but astonishingly difficult questions of our life could be
“ What would have been your three wishes to the ultimate power ( I mean by any means they would be granted except the time, multiple lifes, and un appropriate matter types wishes), which would be definitely granted to you, but after these 3 wishes fulfilled, the condition is that you have to be happy….?? “
try thinking on this…,answers are welcomed as comments.
Satanicenthu !
Bangalore not bad…. June 25, 2008
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Bengaluru or Bangalore is supposed to be a hub, rather a outlet for India to the new versions of the world.
People often say that Bangalore did not deserved to be what it has become today, the people of Bangalore do not know how to live, how to behave, how to work !!In the recent time it all has been proved wrong, more and more offices are being set up daily here, people are willing to work, its increasing….the standard, the level is rising…what could be the reason??
I think the people here are obviously a bit annoying, but they are not taking that annoyance against each other, at least not against other bangalorians.
i found people here hard working, with determination, and like everyone talented. A point which i noted was they are afraid of someone empowering them, i mean just a observation. but they respect themselves.
one more thing is that they can eat idli, vada, sambhar, dosa daily which being there staple snacks, which we can’t do with our chola bhatoora, pav bhaji. Respect you see. I see hard work, and solid urge to do something in these people.
BTW this was totally unlike me speaking about other people in all of my posts. As it is said:
“ Low people talk about other people,
Average people talk about events,
High people talk about ideas. “
don’t be low people, be average and try to be high….
Satanicenthu!
